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Emo Worship

// March 2nd, 2010 // Comments Off // Theological illogical

I was snowboarding a few weeks ago and I ran into someone who goes to my church.  We shared the ski lift to the top of the run which lead to conversation about family, school, snowboarding, sports and then we got to the subject of church and this person asked me “Why do we always do such sad sounding songs at church?” and I honestly had no answer for the question.  To be honest I was wondering the same question for months.  There had been a few select times where I had made it to church late and heard the worship team already playing worship and it sounded very sad and emo.  Which when you get out of your car feeling fired up after listening to Hillsong United “Tell the world” and walk into a sad emo musical vibe, it makes you wish that you were back in your car worshiping sometimes.  Now this has nothing to do with anyone’s heart or the quality of worship because we have a lot of talented Christ loving people on our worship team, its just the power of mood and emotion that a song can set.

I started going through our churches song list that I’m told to pick songs from and they are all lyrically great songs but a lot of the melodies and musical arrangements are the same.  Generally slow to medium tempo songs with a soft intro and a build to a strong ending chorus that ends in an acapella of said chorus.   I’ve had a few people come up to me and ask me why worship is so loud and I never had an answer.  The only way to put energy into these sorts of songs is to get louder, hence the build up to the strong ending chorus in almost all of the songs.   Now another way to add energy to a song is to play faster songs with edgier sounding arrangements. We really don’t have any fast songs in our song book other than the old ones that we’ve overplayed.   I think that is the best explanation I can give for these questions.

In conclusion I’ve learned a few things about churches:

1. Each church gravitates to a certain style of music and generally stays there until a change of leadership (whether hiring a new pastor or an old one resigning or another pastor running a different service).
2. Almost every single head pastor of churches that I’ve gone to have always liked the slower songs better.
3. Almost every youth pastors that I’ve known has had encouraged a great balance between high energy and low energy worship (then again sometimes that even became to predictable).

We all agree that it would be great to be in a worship service full of our favorite worship songs but if we let these sorts of things get to us we’ll lose the meaning of why we are worshiping.
Colossians 3:2 says “Set your minds on things above, not on earthly things.”

Keep your focus.

Do you really trust God?

// October 5th, 2009 // Comments Off // Theological illogical

What does it mean to trust God?  It means that with all of your thoughts, actions that you believe His words to be true.  A man who believes that Jesus is the son of God and believes the Words in the bible certifies that God is truthful (John 3:33).  By no means does God need our certification.  What happens here is that fully trusting God causes you to certify God as truth before all mankind. 

Its very easy to "say" that you believe in God and the bible but ignore it all half of the time until you need Him.  If someone told me that they believed me and then ignored something I said… I wouldn’t trust them the next time that they said "ya I believe you".  Well thankfully God has more grace than Jesiah haha.  He gives us more chances than we deserve to get things right.

Have you had complete trust in God recently or have you been too worried about your circumstances to put your trust in Him?

Setting up Shop

// August 12th, 2009 // Comments Off // Theological illogical

When conviction hits home it demands a response.  It usually takes some humility , faith and elbow grease.
My dad taught me a long time ago that its good to take a personal inventory from time to time.  I remember his story… If your life was like a house and Jesus came to visit and he found everything clean and in order he would make a b-line up the stairs, into the bedroom, into the deepest corner of your closet and pull out a box.  This box would be all the things you hide from everyone…  in other words there is always something to be fixed in our lives.

I feel like I’ve set up shop and been pretty complacent in my life… music, work, church, town, home.
It clicked when I read this phrase in Mark 1:38(CEV) today…

"We must go to the nearby towns, so that I can tell the good news to those people. This is why I have come."

Yeah so thats whats going through my mind right now.

7 Hebrew Words of Praise with Jeff Deyo

// July 7th, 2009 // Comments Off // Theological illogical, Video

I’ve always enjoyed hearing what Jeff Deyo has had to say in articles, interviews and in the lyrics of his songs.  He was honestly my example when I first started leading worship and some of the things he said made a huge impact on the way I look at the bible and God.

He just posted a 2 part video blog of the 7 different hebrew words for "praise".  In other words when we find the word "praise" in our english bibles they are generally talking about a specific kind of praise but it gets lost in the translation.

Part 1

Part 2

I transcribed some of the stuff he talked about so you can go and do your own research.  This just adds such a greater meaning to the passion behind the word "praise" in the bible.

1.BARAK – baw-rak – To kneel or to bow.

2.YADAH – yaw-daw – To worship with the extended hand.

3.TOWDAH – to-daw – To give worship agreeing with what has been done or will be.

4.ZAMAR – zaw-mar – To worship with instruments.

5.SHABACH – shaw-bakh – To address in a loud tone, a loud adoration, a shout!

6.HALAL – haw-lal – To make a show, to boast; and thus to be (clamorously) foolish; to rave; causatively, to celebrate.

7.TEHILLAH – teh-hil-law – A spontaneous new song. Singing from a melody in your heart by adding words to it.

Overcoming Stress: Fear

// June 3rd, 2009 // Comments Off // Theological illogical

Yesterday a few friends and I were walking down the street and someone asked me what would would be the worst circumstance that I could be in for all eternity.  I replied "nothing… doing nothing for all eterinity".  And then the conversation moved on.  Now the answer might have been simple and a bit shallow sounding in my delivery but a lot of what I do or say will generally have much deeper thoughts attached.

With the greatest of desires comes the greatest of fears.  This kind of fear will cause me to do "nothing".  Whether its something that I want to be perfect so much that I don’t want to screw up or someone that I like so much that I won’t talk to them for fear of looking like a fool.
Yes my greatest fear would be to live a life like that.

And then I look at a life with a hunger for adventure and a desire for God.  This person isn’t afraid of anything desiring God even to death.  Again we fear what we desire.. God. But in this case why is it different?
Yes we fear God because He demands reverence and we as believers are commanded to honor God.  Hebrews 12 teaches us how there is judgment for our sin. The phrase "our God is an all consuming fire" is a crazy mind picture.   In the end I find that I don’t fear what I desire but I do fear making the wrong decisions that will affect those and what I desire. We are supposed to feel this way… there is nothing wrong with it.
This is a principal that works between human relationships and our relationship with God.
The bible in proverbs 3:12 refers to the discipline of the Lord just as the discipline of a father to a son.  Yeah I was scared of being punished by my dad when I did something wrong but I wasn’t afraid of my dad when I was honoring him with reverence for his authority.

If you fear something that you desire… try being humble and just simply make sure the desire doesn’t stem from lust, greed or pride.  It will relieve a lot of stress in your life.
 

The first offering of our all

// May 11th, 2009 // Comments Off // Theological illogical

Dan has a lot of wisdom.  Last monday he was convincing me of the importance of the lyrics of worship songs more than the music. 
I’ve spent an entire week thinking about this and Its not that I didn’t think the lyrics were important but it just got me thinking… how many songs are about us and what we’d like to see God do in our lives instead of honest joyful praises of what God has done and who He is.
It gets to the point these days where we don’t want to sing a song if it doesn’t emotionally move us instead of singing out of pure humbleness trying to move God’s heart.

When I read lyrics I’m asking myself "Has he done this for me" and it just springs up honest thankfulness in my heart.
I ask my self if I really believe what I’m singing and faith enters my heart while singing.

It seems that there are a bunch of questions I could ask while reading over lyrics that can help me extend the worship I bring with deeper passion, feeling, gratitude and humbleness.

Am I lifting up my voice with melodies of joy or looking to use the time I’ve set apart to speak praise to the glory of God to fulfill my own needs?
Now I think music really has its place to help people let the holy spirit minister to them and touch hearts with the gospel but its important for us to see the difference so that we can bring pure worship before the father without any ulterior motives.
Now don’t get this confused with laying our lives down so that God can be glorified through using us.  Even when we are in need of a touch from God we should always bring praise first… its the way Jesus taught us to pray, its the way the bible has taught us about sacrifices.
 

"I can’t worship God unless He fixes what I need fixed in my life"  is a completely untrue statement. David’s example proves that we should worship God at all times according to Psalm 34:1 "I will bless the LORD at all times; his praise shall continually be in my mouth."

Reading philippians 2 makes me think I shouldn’t even come to the father with my needs before I’ve come to the father with my brothers and sisters needs.

The Lord deserves the first offering of our all.
 

Farmers Hands at Night

// May 2nd, 2009 // Comments Off // Life, Theological illogical

Today was nothing how I had expected it to be and I probably should be sleeping but I really wanted to blog.
After dropping brad off I had about a 10 minute ride back to my house. I had the music low just thinking and talking to God.

I don’t know how my mind came up with this but I started thinking about oregon farming and stuff and the phrase "the farmers hands at night" popped into my head.   A farmer works on his crops watering, tilling the ground and doing whatever it takes to grow the crop and at night time the only hands working on growing a crop are God.   The crop grows all night long until the dawn comes and God turns the lights on to where the farmer can do his work of sowing and reaping.

John 5:17, 19-20
"17But Jesus said, "My Father has never stopped working, and that is why I keep on working." 

 "19Jesus told the people:    I tell you for certain that the Son cannot do anything on his own. He can do only what he sees the Father doing, and he does exactly what he sees the Father do. 20The Father loves the Son and has shown him everything he does. The Father will show him even greater things, and you will be amazed."

The things God just continues to reveal and teach me are just so cool.

Do you even want to know?

// April 29th, 2009 // 3 Comments » // Life, Theological illogical, Video

It occured to me earlier that all of my friends out here in oregon have no clue what I was like prior to meeting me… they don’t know any of my accomplishments or failures other than that of what I’ve told them.
The same goes for them… I only know the wonderful people that they are now.  If any of my friends made terrible mistakes growing up, I don’t really care because I know them as they are right now.

Psalm 103:12 "How far has the LORD taken our sins from us? Farther than the distance from east to west! "

I always love it when I can relate my experience to scripture.  So this is how God feels about us when He forgives us, as if we were never sinners.
 

Irresponsible Faith

// April 28th, 2009 // Comments Off // Life, Theological illogical

Its funny how the older we get the more worried we are about pleasing people.

When I was younger I cared more about having fun than getting my clothes dirty.  I cared more about singing my heart out to God rather than singing on pitch haha.
Was it good or bad that I had no voice left after every worship service and tears and grass stains on my jeans from hanging with the youthgroup kids?

I guess I could have been smarter and more responsible when it came to taking care of my voice and new clothes but even something as important as faith is irresponsible.  To me faith seems irresponsible giving up our saftey zone, trusting and believing. Am I too complacent? Are you too complacent?

Its like when you’re walking in public and you become conscious of walking and then you feel really awkward with every step over thinking every mannerism making something so common as breathing feel so difficult.   Wes mentioned in our worship meeting that he wants us to "keep it simple"… I’m not even sure if he knew the depth of what he said with those 3 words.

I think of "keep it simple" and I think of being spirit lead, taking chances, never compromising and keeping Christ the center of everything.
Living life with both feet on the ground is so boring… I want to run up to God and have him throw me up in the air like a little kid trusting that he’ll catch me and start all over again :-)

Worship Songs

// April 27th, 2009 // Comments Off // Life, Theological illogical

We had our worship meeting on saturday and I’m excited for the changes happening not only in our worship team but in our church.

Carson did a great job putting together a worship team song book of around 80 songs.  After going through them all I’ve chosen about 25 songs that I would like to learn.  I’m not sure who picked which songs and what not but that leaves 55 songs extra that I probably wont be playing.   I’m thinking that we need 2 worship song lists at church now… active songs and inactive ones.  This would allow us to figure out which songs that all of the different worship leaders are planning on actually playing rather than having a song be played once every 16 weeks.
Yup 80 songs… 5 songs per sunday would take us 16 weeks to get through that list.
We’ll have to keep trying to refine the "active" songs so that the congregation can learn the lyrics.

Speaking of worship, I made a document that I would review every once in awhile… I didn’t write this but I pieced it together with a few other good worship articles that are just good to meditate on when in a position of leading worship.
 

The Life Of A Worshipper Has The Following Characteristics:
i) A Thankful Life
To live a life of worship before God requires a thankful heart and attitude.
Thanksgiving is a gate into the presence of God and as we give Him thanks and praise,
He comes and dwells with us. Paul exhorts us in Eph 5:19-20 to "make melody in our
hearts to the Lord, giving thanks always for all things." Thankfulness changes things.
It changes attitudes, changes us, and changes situations. Eg. Jonah in Jonah 2:7-10
When we love God and have a thankful heart we are able to rise above the
circumstances we find ourselves in. 1 Thess 5:18 & Phil 4:4. As we consider what
God has done, is doing and will do in our lives, it brings us into closer intimacy with
Him.

ii) A Sanctified, Holy Life
If we are to be true worshippers of God, we are to be a holy people, separated unto
Him – Holy in speech, thought and deed.
Matt 5:8 – "Blessed are the pure in heart for they shall see God." God is a holy God
and without holiness none of us will see God. We are to be holy for He is holy. We
must be a person who is yielded to God’s Spirit for it is as we yield ourselves to His
Spirit, He changes us from from glory to glory. Joshua 24:15 – “Choose ye this day
whom you will serve”.
When we allow Christ to be revealed in our lives, there comes a hunger for purity and
righteousness. We must crucify daily the deeds of the flesh with its passions and
desires. Paul said to the Corinthians in 2 Cor 6:12 – "You are not restricted by us, but
you are restricted by your own affections." Let us set our affections on things above.
Constantly presenting ourselves as living sacrifices.

iii) A Repentant Heart
God is looking for people that constantly come with a repentant heart seeking His
cleansing and knowing that it’s only by His grace that we can enter into His presence.
One of the reasons why God said that David was a man after His heart was because he
would always come to God in repentance when he made mistakes.

iv) A Humble Heart
By function, you should be committed to serving. You should be constantly involved
with people. ie. whom he/she is leading. There should be more concern about the
"people" of worship than the "music" of worship.
A true worshipper recognises that without Christ he can do nothing. God detests pride
and if we ever get to a place where we think we’ve got it together and are better than
others we are in serious trouble. Eg. Luke 18:9-14.

v) An Obedient Heart
The true worshipper is obedient to God’s commands because they don’t want to in any
way grieve the one that they love. God considers obedience far more important than
any external expression of worship. Eg. 1 Sam. 15:22 – “Has the Lord as great delight
in burnt offerings and sacrifices, as in obeying the voice of the Lord? Behold, to obey
is better than sacrifice and to heed than the fat of rams.”

vi) He Is A Lover Of God’s Word
It is in God’s Word that we discover more of who God is – His character and nature.
God can speak to us in a number of ways, but the most common way is by bringing
revelation through the reading of His Word.

vii) A Passion For His Presence
In Him is our life, our health, our peace, our prosperity, our hope, our joy. He has
created us so that everything we need is in Him.
God’s command is that we love Him with our whole being – body soul mind and spirit.
We must realise that there is a longing within us that cannot be satisfied by anything
else, but our intimate communion with Him. We must so desire His presence in our
lives that we allow nothing to take His place, or to distract us from knowing Him. No
one else, nothing else can fulfil the cry of our hearts.
God the Father desires a people who are awakened in their affections and passions
for Jesus. Like Mary in John 12:1-8 the true worshipper is prepared to give
extravagantly unto God, holding back nothing. God requires our all and when we give
it, the rewards are beyond compare.
Mary’s sacrifice – a) cost her a lot in monetary terms (300 denari – a year’s wages) b)
was an act of public humility c) opened her up to criticism of the guests, d) it
challenged the other not so devoted guests.
We constantly must ask the question – "Can I ever pour too much cost, time and
effort into achieving greater levels of worshipping God?" When we consider Christ’s
love and sacrifice we realise that we could never give too much back to God.

viii) A Person Of Faith
A true worshipper becomes a man or woman of faith because they have built
relationship with God and have come to know His attributes. They therefore have
the confidence to believe that He will perform what He has promised eg. David and
Abraham.

Its such a good reminder to read this again.